just... kinda lost with my art. I'm trying to get around to just --->DO<--- it, find the fun in it, but my mind is way too much binded by the past. the traumas. school. insecurity. moments that i deemed myself a failure. I HAVE done some arts, even a freelance project of twelve illustrations, but... The binds, the chains, may be weaker than some years ago, but they still linger on. And it hurts